Well, I'm back. Back to the city. Back to livejournal. Nothing is the same, yet everything is similar. Classes start on Tuesday. I'm excited. Something to keep me busy. I went to "THE VIEW" on Wednesday. I'm on TV tomorrow at 11AM...or I guess today now...on ABC. I'm wearing a green shirt. Look for me!
What is it that I'm so afraid of? Am I afraid of losing everything or not gaining anything? Am I afraid that I've reached my peak? Am I afraid of being alone? Or am I afraid that I'm just not living my life? I don't know. I know that I'm afraid though.
I betcha there's a million and one people that feel this way. They can just mask it better than I can. Sometimes I wish I could just be carefree and stupid. Too bad. Anyway, I think I'm gonna go see a Broadway show later today. That should help to dig me outta this rut I seem to be in.
Finally, Lucille Ball once said:
"Everyone is entitled to fall in love with a gorgeous redhead once in their lives."
I'm waiting...
September 4 2005, 13:54:36 UTC 6 years ago
September 5 2005, 03:35:13 UTC 6 years ago
if that makes you feel any better.
oh, cuz i am coming. so uh. be ready.